We had a great time on Saturday making Valentines for her friends at Nana's.
Then Sunday morning we went for a walk in the park with Gypsy and Baby Dolly.
We were all dressed up and ready to go to our Chinese New Year make up dinner (the fist one was canceled because of a storm). Chloe was not in a picture taking mood, but she looked so sweet in her silk dress.
This was Chloe's first visit to the zoo in March 2011. I have a hard time remembering how small she really was. This was taken today. Where did the baby go?
So today is the day that I cross over to being closer to 35 than 30... ugg. Birthday's have never really bothered me in the past but this year is different. I was the happiest person ever to turn 30 because it meant our dossier could be logged in China and we could begin the wait for our daughter, little did I know that 3 years later we would still be several years away. I wonder what that birthday would have been like if I had only known what the next 3 years were going to bring. I know my life revolves around becoming a parent and I have tried not to dwell on it and find other things but I always come back to that. Last year I really thought that I would be holding my child on this birthday and I have no idea when or if that is ever going to happen. There is a cross road in the near future of this No Ordinary Family and we have to decide which direction to take and it scares the crap out of me. I fear making the ...
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